Friday, June 19, 2009

Depression!

khamoshi ke in lamhon ka kya karunga mein?
tanhayee ke is alam se kaise sahunga mein?
kaise mitayoonga apne kaanon men parhne waali is sannate ki aahat ko
batao priyatam tum bin kaise rahunga mein

man se sochte samjhte hain yeh jaanta hun mein
par kya gila is dil ki jo yeh hamesha rota hai
hasne ki chah ho toh bhi isey hamesha
has ke firse rona hi parhta hai

kyon yeh duniya nahin samajhti ki pyaar kya cheez hai
kyon yeh khuda nahin samjhta ki aashiquon ki doorie kya cheez hai
kyon yeh jahaan nahin chahta ki milan ki gharhi kabhi naa aaye
kyon, akhir kyon swayam bhagya nahin chahta ki ham pass naa ayein

aur agar bhagya maan bhi gya toh fir is man ka kya karunga main
yeh toh bechara asliyat ki waqfiyata ka shikaar hai
kuch sapna dekh nahin pata koi bhav samjh nahin pata
dil kuch kehta hai toh jawaab de deta hai, nahin yeh impractical cheez hai


Sometimes i wonder if too much of sense and thinking is a bane given to us as punishments of crimes unknown.

7 comments:

J said...

"kyon yeh jahaan nahin chahta ki milan ki gharhi kabhi naa aaye..."

Check this line...din't make much sense....

Give more time to the stuff u write, u can definitely write much much better than this...
Quality matters and not quantity.

AVP said...

hehe!
i knew ke u'll catch this!

jaan ke likha hai...

ek ajeeb se effect ke liye!

hmm.. thnx for saying i cn write better...
ok i'll try.
actually main bas impulsively likh deta hun... and aaj mera mood bahut kharab tha...

J said...

I actually pondered over the possible hidden meaning in the line......but then, the next line in the stanza wudn't make sense...

Abhishek said...

u write well... had u used hindi alphabets/fonts, it would have acted like icing on the cake...try it sometime...

btw, are u an iitian??

AVP said...

@Abhishek: Hi! Welcome to my blog!

Thanks... I'll try getitng the hindi fonts... ya i am an iitian

Phoenix said...

Wow, that was from the heart indeed

AVP said...

@Phoenix:

Ya.... it reallly was...

P.S.Pleasure to have you as a reader... Welcome...Hope you keep returning.