Revenge?! :)

Ok. So this post is going to be completely random, arbit and vella.
I haven’t been posting for quite a while now, neither here nor on chaatukand. Thing is my life’s been going sme very major changes at this time(or so I think). No this pot is not gonna tell u about that but about the lessons I have learnt in the past few days.
How many times have you felt the same wrong that you inflicted on someone being inflicted on you? And how many times have you realised it immediately what’s gonna happen? And how many times have you actually not learnt not to do that again??? Confused...
I did something to someone for which I was scorned at and told what I did was wrong(by that person). That person had felt extremely hurt by what I had done. I knew it had been bad for him/her(figure this one out!!!) but felt it had been necessary.


Exactly in the same way someone wronged me. Someone who had the same reasoning for the wrong that I had given when I had done the same thing. And suddenly I felt Deja Vu.


I had tried to teach/tell something to someone through my actions. Yet now I realised that I myself hadn’t learnt what I was trying to propagate. When the same came upon me I responded in exactly the same fashion. And suffered the same way. All while knowing its prolly gonna end up like it actually did. And inspite of my best efforts to not respond in a certain way I did just that. And then suffered.
But then I learnt and corrected my response. This was the only thing different. I got a chance to rectify my response. And I did that.


Today, as I sit down and think I realise why certain things appear coincidental in life. Because life is meant to be a learning experience(what for don’t ask me!). You think you can cope with certain situations yet often you don’t know that you actually can’t. That’s when life interferes and makes you realise(often with a smack across your arse) that buddy this is what it feels like to have been there done that.

The 2 other persons concerned with this post probably don’t even know how much I have learnt through them. Coincidentally while one hates me, the other prolly considers me a pain in the ass. Yet I love them both. Moreso the latter who taught me so much. Hopefully I’ll be able to convince them both to like me at sometime in life. But I guess that’ll be another pair of coincidences!!!

She came into my life like a storm,

And blew me apart

She entered my thoughts without much ado

And soon conquered me completely

With her rich cheer she disarmed me

With her steady humour she weakened me

With her false words she crippled me

And finally dealt the fatal blow

My heart she broke

My life she disshelved

My experiences she enriched

Yet she was ruthless

Sweet and quick to evil

Cute but dangerously beautiful

A charm so deadly you’ll never recover

And a ready excuse

If you’re reading this then listen bitch

You’ve not seen the last of me

Oh you’ve hurt me terribly sweetheart

Now see what I do

No grudges do I bear oh no!

And m not gonna hurt you even

For you I have a lot to thank for

Lessons learnt in life

But that doesn’t guarantee forgiveness

Rather renders debt to be paid

I’ll teach you something too qtpi

Just sit back and see...